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isa my bae !! i know the event is says only jjk, aot, haikyuu, and bg3…. but mayhaps logan is an exception🤫🤫😋 okokok so for sogan (this is the best ship name i could come up with LMAOO) i feel like you’re pretty familiar with the dynamic bc of the discord LOL we’re very much grumpy x sunshine basically deadpool and wolverine but if deadpool was a woman LMAOOOO
here’s a cutesy little picrew of me !! :D
— order up, no. 4 sogan !
The low growl of Logan’s voice rumbled against the quiet hum of the jukebox, its tinny melody playing a tune neither of them was paying attention to. He sat on the edge of the barstool, a half-burnt cigarette hanging from his lips. His knuckles were bandaged but still flecked with blood, and his eyes flicked toward you, then away again. like he couldn’t decide if looking too long would scare you off—or pull you too close.
“you shouldn’t be here,” he muttered, the smoke curling upward.
you leaned against the bar, ignoring the wary glance from the bartender. Your drink sat untouched, but your gaze was steady, and unwavering. “you said that the last time,” you replied softly, voice calm, cutting through his gruff exterior like a warm knife through butter. “and yet, i’m here.”
he sighed, the weight of a thousand regrets pooling in his chest. She didn’t flinch when he turned to face her fully, his eyes dark, shadowed with more pain than he wanted to explain. “i ain’t good for you, honey. you know that, right?”
“i know,” you said, a small smile tugging at your lips. it wasn’t pity, he hated pity, but something else, something warmer. “but you don’t get to decide that for me, honey.
logan chuckled, low and gravelly, shaking his head like you’d said the most ridiculous thing he’d ever heard. but damn if you wasn’t stubborn. he liked that about you, even if he couldn’t admit it.
“you’re gonna get hurt,” he warned again, but his voice softened this time, almost pleading. he tapped the ash from his cigarette into the tray, his hands restless even though his words faltered. “and it’ll be my fault.”
“maybe,” you step closer, hand brushing his just enough to make his breath hitch. “but taking on the world alone can’t be fun, logan. could be better with some company, hm?”
his chest tightened, that familiar clawing ache that wasn’t the adamantium or the old wounds just the fear that you might be right. he didn’t deserve you. but here you were, leaning into his orbit like you’d already decided to stay with him for the long run.
he drops the cigarette into the ashtray and let his hand linger over yours, rough fingertips tracing the back of your hand as if memorizing the warmth. “i don’t know how to stop fightin’,” he said quietly, his voice almost breaking.
“then don’t,” you whispered. “just let me stand with you.”
and for the first time in years, logan didn’t argue.
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SORRY I MADE THIS SO SERIOUS BUT JUST FELT RIGHT IN THE MOMENT ILY SOGAN 5EVER <3
#hehehe hope u like this soph <3#drawing logan’s hair was a BITCH#but still very fun :3c#✦.asks#🍓.mutuals#yume creators' market nov 2024#x men#wolverine#logan#james howlett#self ship
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So, I’m awkward with actual humans. It’s not paranoia about my hacked governor module, and it’s not them; it’s me. I know I’m a horrifying murderbot, and they know it, and it makes both of us nervous, which makes me even more nervous. Also, if I’m not in the armor then it’s because I’m wounded and one of my organic parts may fall off and plop on the floor at any moment and no one wants to see that.
one last fancomic to finish off the year, from asr this time!!
#murderbot#murderbot diaries#secunit#mensah#ayda mensah#gurathin#arada#ratthi#pin lee#fanart#all systems red#blood /#to the lovely anon who sent an ask abt this scene which made me go reread it which sent me into the brainworms zone again: HERE IT IS#also anon targetcontact is a v cool request n i would very much like to try drawing it >:3c but i have also been distracted. as u see#i am so so normal abt them. also this was SUPER fun to panel#learnt some stuff which i can apply to future fancomics mayhaps#still so many scenes i wanna draw why is this series so good HOUGH#we're also getting book 7 next yr.... VIBRATES
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Congrats on your promotion (Patreon)
#Doodles#Adventure Time#Fionna and Cake#Simon Petrikov#Fionna Campbell#Cake#Not only the adult in the situation but also her dad! Wow! Lol#When is this set? Don't worry about it lol#I mean when wouldn't it apply honestly haha#Constantly out of his/their depth: The Series#Meanwhile Fionna is just having a fun time :) I just want her and Cake to be happy <3#Drawing Fionna smiling is so nice she's so cute ♪#And admittedly drawing Simon stressed is also very fun lol poor thing#He just has so much fluff to pull on! Stress-scrunches his hands into his hair hehe#To be fair he's doing his best - he's rather competent for being a mild-mannered human!#He does about as well as could be expected and even above and beyond in places#Him calling out the Vampire King out of sheer dadly indignation? Beautiful#And he's still growing and learning :D Good for him#For now tho he gets to come to terms with that fact haha >:3c#How fun it is to be the one in control of your own destiny! How empowering and not at all stressful to be at the whims of the universe!#Ehh he's got a cosmic entity looking out for him he'll be fine#As long as he plays to her tune ♪
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infinites 111-120 i be putting my scrumply scrimblo in situations fr
part 1 part 10 part 11
#engies daily dogs#my art#infinite the jackal#sth#sonic forces#mephiles the dark#sonic frontiers#sage#sonic the hedgehog#shadow the hedgehog#splatoon#giganto#mephinite#<- just a little bit :3c#fun fact i used to ship mephiles with inf before shadow#i was very partial to the theory that the phantom ruby was yet another incarnation of mephiles that formed after the time eater got beat up#it was a really good theory tbh. had lots of evidence#ofc we dont actually know if the ruby is sentient or not cuz it looked that way in mania but not in forces#so idk whats up. but its still fun#ofc it was toxic but not in the more goofy shadfinite way#mephiles was literally using infinite to make him into his new vessel so he could exist as he once did again#molding and manipulating inf into doing and thinking what he wanted#not a great time to be infinite. hes always just a pawn in another persons game even if he may think otherwise#very fucked up and i loved it
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*points* you've been talking a lot about ruju lately so let's do fear, guilt, hunt, and secret for him (for that ask meme) >:)
oc asks: not-so-nice edition
Ty so much for giving me an excuse to talk about The Rat™ even if this is very, VERY late... And long. Whoops. This is going under a cut, I think all of your dashes will thank me for that later.
I'll stick to just his Commander verse for this batch!
fear: What is your OC's greatest fear? What do they do when confronted with it? Are they open with their fear, or do they hide it away?
At his core, what Ruju fears most is feeling helpless.
There aren't a lot of times in the present that he's truly cornered, but in his youth it was a lot more obvious; he learned early on just how cruel his peers could be, and how eager they were to circle even the smallest hint of blood in the water. So he stopped showing the world he was scared. He buried it all deep, deep down and put on the air of confidence and aggression worn by so many Inquest because, well, nobody dares to mess with THEM, right? Better to blend in with the sharks than wind up as chum for the real deal.
But helplessness is more complicated than just being cornered in a fight. He's afraid of so much more than that; that his choices won't matter, that everything he's done will be for nothing, that forces he can't control will steamroll it all no matter what he does, that he just plain isn't enough for the role he's trying to fill. That fear only grew more and more as each dragon fell, the next picking up more and more new powers from each one he's taken down. What if he's just making it worse? What if that monstrous version of himself from the Infinity Ball was right-- what if the future really is unavoidable?
What if the one obstacle he'll never be able to surpass is himself?
Ruju doesn't let anyone see the deeper layers of his motivation, though. He pushes harder, fights fiercer, burns brighter. He won't let anyone see him falter. At its worst, it creates a vicious cycle of intense impulsiveness and aggressive independence, rushing past everyone else to reduce the number of variables and just deal with it. His solutions are direct and violent; as long as it works, he doesn't really care what the consequences are. And more importantly, it gives an outlet to his burning need to do something.
It takes a long time and a lot of work for Ruju to start trusting and leaning on others more instead. Even then, though, his most natural instinct is still to bristle like a cornered animal-- and if you jam your hand where it shouldn't be, he might not pause long enough to consider whether you're a friend or a foe. Watch your fingers, he bites.
guilt: What is your OC guilty about? How do they handle their guilt? Do they try to avoid guilt, or do they accept it?
While there's lots of little things-- rude remarks, losing his temper, impulsive choices, and so on-- those he usually apologizes for shortly after. He hates leaving things to fester. Ruju knows himself well enough to recognize that if he doesn't deal with it right then, he'll default to option 2 which isn't particularly great for anybody.
By far Ruju's heaviest guilt is the knowledge he bears of the future, and what he might become for reasons not even he understands. The only person who knows prior to EoD is Zojja-- and he had no more contact with her than anybody else by that point. While he wants to believe that he's fighting to make the world better, there's always a part of him that's afraid the 'Sovereign' was right and the path he's following is going to doom the entirety of Tyria. Ruju hopes that he's making better choices this time, but how can he know for sure?
What if he's just leading all these people right to their doom?
But he handles that just about as well as he handles his guilt about being a notorious college bully: avoidance. He just tries not to think about it, focusing on the future and keeping himself busy and hoping it never comes up again. It doesn't work particularly well, though, once the void finally shows itself-- and at that point he cracks.
Ruju has something that his other, doomed version didn't, though.
When he falters, he has people who care enough to catch him.
And once everything is out in the open, he does confront it; it's a complicated conversation (and one not even Taimi dares to make more than a single jab about) but it does lead to Ruju becoming much more honest moving forward. After all it's not like he can get any worse than THAT, right? 'Possibly causing the apocalypse' is a bit hard to beat.
hunt: Who or what is your OC hunted by? A person, a feeling, a past mistake? Is your OC able to let their guard down, or are they constantly alert?
The shadow looming over Ruju's shoulder has always been his own-- his past and his future. He never really felt its weight until the Infinity Ball showed him one of his potential futures in all its grisly, self-destructive glory, but knowing what he does now? Ruju is keenly aware of his own impulsiveness and is in a constant fight to choose a better path; in more ways than one he really is his own worst enemy.
And if not that, there's his unstable magic to worry about, too. His fiery disposition isn't just in personality; Ruju's power is destructive, and at times it can be a genuine challenge to keep it in check.
But as time progressed and he gained meaningful bonds of trust, learning to lean on his friends and allies... He's gradually come to realize that the best way to keep himself in check is to rely on people who can catch him when he stumbles. Ruju has found exactly the support network that his doomed timeline never had-- and together they ensure that the future he witnessed will never come to pass.
The Doomed Sovereign was wrong; there may be no delaying the future, but that doesn't mean you can't choose how it goes.
By the time the Dragon Cycle ends, he finally knows they've won.
secret: What's one secret your OC never wants anyone to know about them?
There's actually a reason Ruju's magic is so potent and unstable.
His parents worked at the Crucible of Eternity, with his mother being a high-ranking researcher working directly under Kudu. As a refresher crash course: Kudu's whole deal was controlling and weaponizing dragon corruption, with him even applying Branded corruption to HIMSELF so that he could control powerful dragon minions.
His mother wanted to be home more, but her position also required long hours-- so she took to bringing some research materials to her home lab, continuing her studies right under their roof. While she was out, Ruju got into her lab and tried to 'assist' with her research; after all, if all her work was done then she'd have more time to spend with her family, right? But, well, he didn't exactly know what any of this stuff was, or just how dangerous it could be.
The ensuing lab accident destroyed basically all the records they had so far, along with making him deathly ill from exposure to multiple heavily altered strains of dragon corruption. They didn't expect him to survive, let alone make a full recovery seemingly unscathed.
But when he did recover, while Ruju didn't show any obviously visible signs of dragon corruption... He did develop some extremely unusual qualities that they couldn't quite explain. A lot of the top secret research that the asura kept under wraps about dragon minions? They confirmed it from secretly studying him. The biggest breakthroughs were confirmations of dragon minions absorbing magic-- something they directly observed from him accidentally draining nearby power sources and reacting to ambient magic-- and being able to stabilize strains enough for Kudu to weaponize.
Ruju never knew about this until he got into the records at the Crucible of Eternity, though. Zojja saw it too, but they never really talked about it; after all, what was there to say?
And after seeing how the world felt about the sylvari... He decided that there was no way he could EVER tell anyone what he was.
If they couldn't even handle the comparatively stable liberated minions of a dragon, they definitely wouldn't be able to handle a medically inexplicable volatile freak like him. Most running theories in the present are that it has to do with being the Champion of Aurene, and he's certainly not about to tell them otherwise.
#gw2#guild wars 2#gw2 asks#gw2 asura#Commander Ruju#my posts#this is VERY late#but thank you so much for the ask!!#i had fun with this#even if i rewrote it like 10 times HDJDHGDH I think I'm satisfied now (even if it's all still REALLY long lmao)#ah well. that's why it's under a readmore#ANYWAY#a lot of this is only relevant to his Commander verse but there's definitely a few things there that are universal#particularly the 'secret' which applies to every timeline :3c#though notably: in his Statics timeline He Has No Idea.
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Points at you. 10 and/or 11 for starstruck?
Two starstruck asks,,,,,,joy of joys,,
Part of an ask game linked here.
#10. What's an au you have for them?
Since them meeting at all is technically an AU i have 3 different ways that they do meet up. There's the one where Juniper ends up with the agency/adjacent to and ends up working with Reggie (have written a fic with this). The next one is Juniper surviving but basically going stealth and living as normal of a life as he can and ending up meeting Reggie through chance (most recent fic I've written). And then there's my personal favourite where Reginald "You're lucky my tracking skills are still up to snuff" Crane keeping himself busy after Phoenix was MIA and finding Juniper still alive (fic I want to write but haven't started mainly because it may end up multi chapter).
In terms of more AU canon bending taking them and putting them in a completely unrelated situation...I have a guilty pleasure Warrior Cats AU for IEYTD in general. Both JJ and Reggie have perfect warrior cats suffixes in their names already (Juniper and Crane) so they're called Junipersong (charcoal bengal) and Craneflight (tabby Norwegian forest cat). It's very silly but the amount of scenes I have in my mind for it...good lord...
#11. How was their first kiss like?
Augh my friend Imp wrote an absolutely excellent fic about it (tragically in the realm of unfinished Google docs) and I'm shaking their hand about it so hard. Basically Juniper kissing Reggie but he like wasn't ready/fully expecting it and Juniper absolutely panicking because he thinks he's misread every interaction between them both since they got closer. The second one is much sweeter though,,
#realised i phrased all the fics ive written like those ghosts that haunted scrooge#ah yes the fic of starstuck past#the fic of starstruck present and the fic of starstruck yet to come. it's so dumb#and uhh for the warrior cats thing um. of course they aren't purebreds minus Juniper who used to be a kittypet (housecat) but -#- it was moreso for easy description#reggie is fluffy but he's not quite maine coonf fluffy...norwegan forest cat was a nice middle ground...still gets big guy points too#also um side note roxanix in that au um. they adopted a kit as a stand in for robutler in that au......#also solaris is a VERY grumpy warrior turned medicine cat annnnd thats about all I have fully hashed out in my mind for it so far#im so torn abt also having triple threat.....extra large polycule where phoenix is just intimidated by the others prism is dating lmao#ANYWAYS ENOUGH ABOUT THE WARRIOR CATS AU#can you tell I have a special interest in cats/warrior cats. oh how I miss drawing cats. but I must learn people. for the brainworms...ouuu#i don't have much else to say on that second question other than....AUUUUUUGH they're so. there's so much pent up stuff.#like for JJ it's the first time he's let himself actually love another man the way he wants to while for Reggie it's a lot of -#- realising JJ is trying to be a better person while still ackowleging the fact that he did bad??? basically second chance yada yada#man. i love these two#ik im a broken ass reccord but I've never proactively posted abt them outside the last couple months and it's been so theraputic#ty for the ask it was fun :3c#ieytd#starstruck#junicrane#ask game#not tagging them specifically I don't wanna clog up tags too much#god WHY do i have such an issue eith that. mental issue. anyways
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not me making entire slug designs for ava but rain world au. who would do that. certainly not me <- lie
#king got an ancient mask that ourple found (and wore) during their stint with the scavs#hollowheads have unique markings that aren't found in the wild#and vic. ohhhohooh. vic is a very fun concept despite me having trouble with the details >:3c#i also gave chosen and dark their special abilities#i'm still debating on if i should give green or yellow any particular abilities#pitch posts
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Oh...oh Rei did a baaaaaaad.... Oh but he's still hurting from that himself isn't he? While people are trying to punish him... And he has to look out for Raven when he's not okay himself... (not that him hurting forgives the toxic things but that is still some hefty guilt right there)
Yessssss tell me more about this universe's Raven!
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yes, rei’s hurting <3 and it doesn’t fix or apologise or make anything better. fyi, the girlfriend incident happened about five years ago to the current raven’s events!
it’s not the only bad thing rei’s caused, but… let’s circle back again and talk about rei’s raven and their life.
//cw for suicide mention.
even when they were little, rei and raven were pretty different. raven was a sweet, sensitive boy who unintentionally drew all the affection to himself. he didn’t ask for it, it was just unconditionally given to him on the merit of his bright, friendly, easy personality. the adorable clumsiness and need for help. the gentle heart. basically, he was spoiled and beloved by all.
rei was the opposite. he didn’t know how to express his wants or ask for things, he wasn’t good at expressing his emotions, and never seemed particularly social. unlike raven, who was perceived as someone who thrived on and needed love, rei was deemed “independent enough not to need love or attention”, which led him to feel overlooked and neglected.
despite this, rei and raven used to have a good relationship, a tight sibling bond, for a good couple of years. but over the time, rei’s internal struggle started wedging a knife between them.
they were twins, but rei never felt seen. like i said before, he always felt like he had to fight for things. for scraps. he went down bad routes because they let him scream out his soul. the literal fights were a cry for help, littered with bruises and wounds that he pretended never hurt.
without being sure there were going to be gentle hands to catch and hold him, he couldn’t afford to be weak.
where raven grew timid and quiet—the good, perfect kid—rei had temperament and zero idea how to control it (or even why he should bother to). he was prone to outbursts and anger and frustration. he wanted to be seen, and, at the end of it, he craved attention—no matter if good or bad. which led him to lashing out and rebelling, which only led to less love and more scoldings and disappointment aimed is way, leaving him feeling alienated and wrong.
when him and raven talked together, sometimes it went okay, sometimes it was a disaster. often it was raven trying to be a moral compass for rei, trying to (mostly) gently steer him and bring him to his senses, but rei interpreted it as condescension and dismissed it all with a scoff.
they grew older, continuing on this diverging path, hurtling further away from each other.
raven never wanted this distance between them. it wasn’t always this complicated. it wasn’t always this hurtful. he didn’t know what he’s doing wrong, why rei seems to hate him.
here’s the thing. in a way, they both sort of never formed attachments:
raven craved the bond he used to have with rei, but translated his brother’s attitude as a rejection, making him think he’s not worthy. he felt like he couldn’t have relationships with anyone unless he has one with his brother in the first place. (otherwise, it felt like a betrayal of rei, like a cheap replacement to fill the hollow part of his soul where his twin should be.)
rei, on the other hand, felt like nobody could love him, because raven “steals all the love away”, placing the blame in all the wrong places. he got into habit of pushing people away and acting tough, layer upon layer of pretense until he was not capable of getting close to anybody. he was terrified of gaining something only to have it all taken away, put into better hands (that were never his). he was scared of having everything sucked out of him, so he hid and pretended and fought.
then the whole Girlfriend Incident happened, on that wretched cliffside.
rei took it badly, shocked and shaken. despite his behaviour, he never wanted to bring harm to anyone but himself. yet here he was, plagued with nightmares and unable to breathe through the rampaging guilt that only seemed to prove that he is a bad person, that everyone was right—
he pushed it down. tried, desperately, to pretend that nothing was wrong.
he couldn’t stand losing control, however illusionary it was.
raven called out his bluff, noticing something is wrong. because for all the years rei felt invisible, raven never stopped paying attention to him. but rei just buried it deep down and kept lashing out and pushing people away even more, including raven.
by this point, raven put a lot of attention on rei, but rei never noticed. he was too blind to it, too wrapped up in the way he perceived things to work, shackled by self-pity and guilt and outside expectations.
this was a fight raven couldn’t keep fighting for him. he grew exhausted, because he, too, wasin pain. rei put so much blame on him, all of rei’s life was “going wrong” because of raven—or so it seemed, so he made it sound. and that was a heavy burden to bear!
raven was aware of rei’s hidden pain, and without being offered any other explanations or alternatives, he recognised himself as the source of it. and… he didn’t want rei to be hurting. he didn’t want to be this burden ruining everything for his brother. maybe if he wasn’t in the equation… if he’s such an obstacle in rei’s life, causing all that struggle and suffering, maybe if he was gone, rei could get better and be happy and—
without answers, raven started to believe he’s responsible for rei’s misery. his idea was that they were both only halves, but instead of complementing each other, they destroy each other, and while they both live, neither of them can really live.
this all built up, in quiet, dark recesses of raven's soul, until one day, he stood at the edge of the cliff.
oddly enough, the exactly same cliff as the incident before.
rei got there too late, but not late enough to miss it. he was forced to witness it, helpless to stop it.
raven’s last words, as he cried and looked to rei, were, “i need you.”
which is exactly what rei was trying to get his girlfriend to say, months ago.
he wanted someone to need him, and here was a person who so achingly needed him, and rei never saw it. he failed him. he—
he couldn’t stop this.
raven toppled, fell into the waves, and died.
he drowned.
and rei,
well,
rei screamed.
he couldn’t bear it.
and his soul tore the world apart to fix it.
because raven needed him.
#ange answers#ribbon anon#sor#cw suicidal ideation#cw suicide#this is a bit heavy#do you want to know about what was next?#what led from this to our raven?#because... this raven didn't have memory problems. so what's up with that? 👀#(i think there might be enough clues for u to guess but)#(i can still ramble if u want hehe :3c)#(it's very fun to tie things together at this point and raise the stakes woo <3)#i'm so so so happy you're interested in this#<3333
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oh. hell of a destiny grace just got considering my dawn machine ramblings yesterday
#he also offended the masters in the process. oops#flondonblogging#i still don't understand destinies but they're very fun i love seeing the outcomes#hehehe >:3c#grace
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Jason I only had two hours of sleep and when i woke up the sun had come up does god hate me
For what it’s worth, I don’t think god hates you and I certainly don’t ☺️ two hours of sleep will always be better than none and I hope the rest of your day significantly improved, friend! Please get a nap/a good night’s sleep tonight and remember: you’re worth the effort it takes to care for a human body and the world is better with you in it! 🥰🐸
#asks#fun with frog friends#Froggy wisdom#Hopefully#I really do wish things got better for you friend#And remember that all things will end#This day may suck; but then it will be time to sleep and you will rejoice and thrive#I recommend the song “all things end” by hozier#Both for motivation; it’s a good song; and it’s very upbeat!#also kinda sad but still! Very good. Helped me through a lot :3c
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G'raha pauses on his way out of the library. For a moment he could have sworn he heard snoring coming from the stack behind him. Curious to see who has fallen asleep on their research, he peeks around the corner of the bookshelf, and his eyebrows raise in surprise as he finds Osha of all people curled atop a pile of books.
G'raha smiles as he walks up to her, careful not to disturb the myriad of open books that lay scattered around Osha. As he ponders whether or not he should wake her up (she looked so cute but he knows from experience that napping on the floor only wreaks havoc on your back), he notices the title of one of the books at her fingertips. It's an anthology he had mentioned in passing conversation. Actually, as he sifts through the piles, almost all of the books are titles he had mentioned to Osha at some point or another during their conversations.
As he has this revelation, he hears a groggy voice sound off from the ground,
"Raha..?"
Osha looks up at him blearily, before shooting up off the floor, her hands raised in shock. Seems like she was busted.
#ffxiv#ffxiv wol#g'raha tia#g'raha/wol#osha#rasha#my friend said 'coming home from a trip and immediately grahaposting is so on brand' and you know what! it is :3c#what can i say? i missed playing ffxiv so much LMAO#i have a hard time finding the right voice for osha still#i am ASHAMED I KNOWWWWW#g'raha too like how tf do you write him#dw dw i'm figuring it out#oh nooooo i guess that means i'll just have to write more ahahaha#ALSO fun fact osha can't read :) so this is a big deal#i say can't read but she has like bare minimum very basic reading comprehension that one of her older brothers forced on her as a child#i really love miqo4miqo relationships so maybe yshtola finds out and starts tutoring her#i'm reminded of the scene when theyre all researching in sharlyan and yshtola is like aw am i losing my trusty assistant?#anyway. that's my ramble for today GOODBYEEEEE
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hello! have i caught up with you recently? cause i decided to check up and see how you're doing :')
Hii!!!
Ive gotten into comics lately, specifically ones about the second Robin, Jason! Never imagined that. Like. Getting into comics at all. And especially not dc considering I've always been a big marvel and spider-man fan. But I'm having fun! New blorbo and he is a delightful chew toy and dress up doll for me. I've greatly missed having a chew toy blorbo
Ive been trying to work on like, a big ol reference sheet for him of my own design bc I like him lots :] it's gonna be a bit though bc art is hard to work up to do and I keep. Getting distracted by reading more comics so I can have more details. I'm determined to get it done eventually one day though
Ive gotten a clock for my room which I'm pretty excited about!
#The hurricane from a bit ago hit my area and a part of the ceiling got too wet n fell down.#Then people came by and it turns out that ceiling had asbestos in it! we dont know if its in more rooms but we know its not the whole house#I have voted we move#the house and money situation has said no though. So! That's fun I guess#if we move im taking the floor with me#thats the big money coster#the rest of my fnaf room can be redone w a few uninterrupted paychecks. and itll be easier in an unfurnished room#so im not gonna let the loss of it bother me too greatly#potential loss of it#were still not moving unless we win the lottery or something to be real#so other than the new and usual horrors id say im dping pretty well#dressing up as steve raglan for Halloween tbis year :3c#first time with Halloween makeup! very fun
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I finally got all the shrines omg
#dip speaks#dip plays totk#in botw i only got like. half of them i think#so i am very proud of myself :3c#still gotta find all the wells and bubbelfrogs but. i might not sjdhsjhdjsfjjsdhjs#probably only for the sake of playing cause this game was a lot of fun. despite my initial doubts :'D
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The Amityville Horror (1979) The Innocents (1961) Peeping Tom (1960)
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hi hi hello amata!! Thank you for the ask, it always gives me a fun excuse to ramble on and on, which is always very enjoyable ^^ I’ll answer the first two questions for Sylph and then (attempt to) answer the last one for both her and Ghostie!!
The Amityville Horror (1979): Give a basic run-down of your s/i. What should we know about them right away?
(Utilizing a placeholder name) Sylph Plagued is 13 at the start of Homestuck and 16 by the end of it, of which she dies at least two times during the main timeline. Her screen name is awkwardGhost (hence the AG acronym), she types in the #7a249e hex color, her strife specibus is axekind and her planet is named the Land of Plants and Wonder (LOPAW). She’s a god-tiered Sylph of Life and a Derse dreamer (making her a Lesces), and she’s the unofficial white mage of her session.
At first, her powers are primarily defense based, spawning plants and roots to shield and delay attacks and threats, and she has the ability to heal injuries and illnesses. Eventually, she learns how to make the powers more offense based, utilizing the aforementioned roots and plants to work against the enemy and actively attack them rather than just protecting herself and her other server mates. She also strengthens her healing powers, working up to being able to cure any status, including death, as long as she hasn’t overused the power and exhausted herself. As most life players do, her blood is also capable of being used to heal.
Sylph is, as her screen name describes, awkward: she’s a bit more difficult to get close to compared to the other beta kids, and she often puts too much effort into pleasing the people she tries to get close to and can trust too easily. Despite this, she’s capable of holding a grudge and being stubborn, and is often a bit nosy, but this is all because she has the best intentions with her thoughts and beliefs, thinking that they are for the betterment of her and the people close to her. She can get confused and overwhelmed easily if she’s unfamiliar with something or someone.
During her time on the meteor, she becomes a bit more sporadic and prone to impulsively speaking out (likely from the influence of spending so much time with Dave and Karkat), and she becomes (slightly) more comfortable talking with people, considering she has to meet so many individuals during the three year journey. She also gains an unexplainably strong amount of determination once the main timeline splits from the doomed one, and, when needed, she’s able to be very focused and dead set on the things she does and believes she needs to do.
Her interests include typology, astrology, hoarding a stupid amount of books, horror movies, varying genres of music, random obscure facts and topics and formal debates. Sylph tries to form a friendship with Gamzee, having him as her patron troll, before he inevitably snaps and goes on his murdering rampage (of which she blames herself for not preventing). She aids with helping breed the genesis frog, dies from her injuries with Jade, before being god-tiered with Dave and Rose and getting stuck on the meteor with them and the trolls. During the Game Over timeline, she dies protecting Karkat from Gamzee, and during the final battle, she’s running around healing and reviving her teammates when Jane or Nanasprite aren’t present.
During the epilogues, she gains the status of Ultimate Self in the meat timeline and begins hearing totally not suspicious narration from a certain someone. She gets with Dave and Karkat in this timeline, going with them and the others to chase after Dirk when he leaves Earth C, and while her health hasn’t deteriorated as fast as the other ultimate selves’ health has due to being the essence of life itself, she has definitely been undergoing some kind of decline while on the spaceship.
Meanwhile, in the candy timeline, she remains at the normal god-tiered status and gets with Jade and Dave, eventually joining Karkat’s rebellion and adopting a kid with Jade. Her relationship with both Karkat and Dave becomes more or less strained, and her healing powers begin to waver due to the constant overuse in the rebellion.
this is definitely a basic overview please ignore how it is seven paragraphs long sgdkshs
The Innocents (1961): In canon, was your f/o the first person your s/i met? Or did your s/i encounter someone else first?
As to be expected, it was actually Egbert who Sylph interacted with first out of the beta kids. She met them through Pesterchum, and from there she was introduced to Rose due to them having similar interests. She then meets Dave through Rose, and lastly she meets Jade.
Her first few conversations with Dave were more or less her being very confused and lost on how to talk to him, due to his spontaneousness and quick changing topics, along with his complete lack of tone in his typing, so this causes their chats to rarely ever go anywhere. Dave inevitably catches on to this and tries to be a bit less all over the place when talking to her lol, and they talk about the different bands they like, which helps them bond.
Jade is very patient with her when they first meet and often talks to Sylph about her dreams on Prospit and her various interests, most specifically farming, physics and animals, since Sylph gets the most engaged with those topics. Jade gets really happy when she opens up easier because of this <3 she talks with her a lot about Bec, and Sylph does the same with her pets, which later brings them closer together when they both lose their dogs and have to prototype them with the kernel sprite.
Her first interaction with Karkat was obviously when he tried to troll her. However, due to being a bit of a mess when socializing, she doesn’t really pick up on that when faced with his screamy grey text, so their first conversation is full of a lot more of Sylph being confused and taking things a bit too literally, before she gives up trying to understand anything Karkat is saying and blocks him. Their first actual interaction outside of this was during the Sburb session when he approaches her about “stealing his moirail”, in which more confusion ensues. Sylph has no idea what is happening ever lol
However, Dave and Jade are the first people she sees in person during their Sburb session, so I suppose that could count here.
Peeping Tom (1960): How would your f/o describe your s/i?
Dave would want to describe her the way he thinks she deserves to be described as: she’s saved his life twice during their game session, grown even while in an environment that normally wouldn’t let her: surely that makes her more put together than him, someone strong and steady, someone he wants to protect even when he knows she doesn’t exactly need it. But a Strider hardly ever shares something so personal, so he’d probably say something cheesy about how Sylph is cool, but obviously not as cool as him. Would proceed to drop a surprisingly deep line about how she’s “like the sunshine”, wavering and ever changing but warm and almost always present. Continues to not provide any further explanation afterwards lol
Karkat would probably say some sort of half-affectionate insult at first (likely comparing her to an “INCONSOLABLE GRUB” or whatever), but would then stop to genuinely think about how he’d want to describe her. The feelings he has for her go beyond any of the quadrants, so he can’t just quote something cheesy from one of his red-romcom films. How could he ever describe something that goes beyond everything he was ever told about these kinds of emotions? How would he ever explain how he views someone who changed his views on all sorts of things? That’s just it. He can’t. He’d probably follow up the insult with saying that she’s “different”, that she’s stronger and braver than him and yet somehow so much more vulnerable, and that’s what makes her so confusing to him. Follows that up by saying she’s maybe the second most sane person on the meteor (meant to be a compliment).
Jade would get ecstatic over describing how she sees Sylph: she thinks she’s courageous and smarter than she knows and yet so stupidly impulsive and flighty — that’s what makes them so alike, but while Sylph is only capable of focusing on the small things, on one point that she thinks she has to fix, Jade is capable of seeing the whole picture as a Space player. She thinks they balance out each other’s impulsivity and flightiness because of this; they fill in the gaps together to get the full, detailed picture. Jade thinks Sylph is what brings everything together for her. She thinks she’s her rock, the one that keeps her thoughts straight when she needs it most, and she tries to be just the same for her <3
As for Ghostie…
Where does Marik even begin to describe Ghostie? He’s been inside her head before, surely it can’t be that difficult to come up with some easy, short answer. But when is anything ever that easy for Marik Ishtar? And even if it was easy, of course he’d want to go completely over the top with it. Marik thinks Ghostie is peculiar, but in a good way — a way he hasn’t been able to see before. He admits that he thinks she’s a little bit too inside her own head, prone to thinking more than she is to acting, but that’s what makes the moments when she does act all the more important. He knows she’s capable of herself and smart, and he sometimes thinks she’s almost too quick to forgive or understand things. He thinks she’s a sensitive thing, but all the same he’s seen her shoulder stress and still stand despite it. Overall, Marik would probably describe Ghostie as steady, thoughtful and intriguing.
Ryou thinks Ghostie is sweet and understanding: he would probably agree with Marik on how she’s too quick to forgive and understand things, seeing as she’s one of the only people who actively tries to get through to the spirit possessing him despite the danger written all over it (and the amount of times he’s put her in harm’s way — that only helps to add to the underlying want to protect her, even when it seems like Ghostie is trying to protect him). Even though he’s probably the closest to her, he doesn’t even know what goes on in her mind half the time, and this causes her to come off as aloof and sometimes even obscure (and if Ryou’s adamancy with learning more about the Millennium items shows anything, it’s that he loves a good bit of mystery and attempting to uncover things). Ryou would describe her as interesting and smart and as a good friend, if not a bit mysterious (not that that’s a bad thing — quite the opposite for him).
Bakura’s first response would be “annoying”, which isn’t necessarily wrong despite how sharp it might seem: it is pretty tedious when Ghostie is constantly getting in the way of his plans or escapades, even when they’re only for harmless fun at best. He thinks it’s admirable in a weird way, however; it takes a hefty amount of determination to continue catching him over and over before he actually does anything. Bakura finds her tedious and annoying, yes, but he also thinks of her as strong willed and genuine. He’d probably throw “sensitive” into that description, before scrapping it for a more accurate (and softer, less insulting) “caring” — he’s seen her get emotional time and time again, be it about him, or Ryou, or anyone else in her circle, but it’s not always through tears: sometimes it comes from a place of concern and care more than weakness.
Melvin is probably the only one who wouldn’t have an immediate, in depth answer to provide. He does know that Ghostie was the first to sympathize and try to understand the reason for his (Marik’s) actions, and that just counts for another fatal flaw of being too quick to forgive — obviously she must be foolish to think there’s more to his motives than getting revenge, but deep down he knows she’s right to think that. It makes her, yet again, intriguing to him: everyone else is visibly upset or frightened with him, and while Ghostie isn’t exactly excluded from that, she still sees that he’s completely human, not a ghost like the other two. Melvin would probably describe her similarly to Marik: intriguing (if not confusing), maybe a bit intuitive, an oddity. He doesn’t know as much about her as the others, but he does know that he wants to get closer to her <3
#how do i always end up in polycules. why does this happen#i have so much love in my body i have to give it to multiple fictional characters lest i Explode u_u#seven f/os at once i am agdkdhds#answering for the boys was a liiittle difficult because ghostie is still very underdeveloped but#from what i DO have planned for her i think those answers are somewhat accurate enough#and i have a decent idea on how she and melvin interact so >:3c#this was fun!! i’m surprised i was able to finish this in one night o_o#when does that ever happen?? with me??? hmm#anyway the sky is starting to brighten up which means i’ve been up very late sooo#i’m gonna queue this and promptly pass out after lol#sorry if this sounds a bit repetitive or vague!! i looked it over a few times but i’ve been up for ~20ish hours#which isn’t a lot but it is for me >_<#thank you again for sending the ask <3#crabby rambling#slam-poetry#picture perfect wizardry#quartzshipping#self ship#ask game answers#amy#friends#that’s my queue!
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You ever just get a thought at a ridiculous hour of the night and go...
‘Hm. Hm. Yes. I could do that. But is that actually a good idea tho or am I just sleep-deprived...’
#my posts#I keep mentioning thoughts of doing an ask blog but like...#what if... one that is PRE-story Ceara. college era Ceara.#y’know. before an eldritch horror crushed her dreams into the dirt#I feel like a much lighter hearted peek at her could be interesting#and I rarely ever see people tackle her younger years#that’s one of the things I Do mess with in Before the Last Petal Falls#but like... exploring that in more detail...#and also the mix of fun and horror of like. everyone interacting KNOWS what happens to her.#we all know how that story is supposed to end.#so the question becomes a heavy one:#do you believe in the inevitability of fate?#or do you believe that even by then her path could still have changed?#this woman is such a tragedy of a character and she’s so fascinating to think about...#I’d personally say it could go either way but I like my ask blogs to be interaction-driven#so it very much would be a matter of what choices people make when interacting with her... :3c#idk tho I already have a Regrowth ask blog I’m working on wheeze#maybe I’ll make a poll or smth eventually#anyway. enough 5 am ramblings from Timey
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Are you gonna make the playlists for the heartless characters public? Or has that already happened and I just missed it
AH I haven't shared my character-specific Heartless playlists as some of the songs on them were SUCH specific picks that they risk being highly spoilery lol 😅
(For funsies tho I'm gonna put some of my non-spoilery-est top tracks for each character under the cut! 🎶)
HEARTLESS: Heartbeat – The Midnight
ALCHEMY: Transform – Julianne Hough (this was the very first track on Alchemy's playlist it is SO them)
FLINT: Change Your Heart Or Die – The Midnight
EIRA: In The Cold – Vincent Lima
DOPPEL+GLASS: Call Them Brothers – Regina Spektor (And "Still Here" from Treasure Planet, but especially the Alex Ubego version)
RIVER: Machine Learning – Janani K. Jha
CREED: Hunting Witches – Kyle Stibbs
LORELEI: Siren Song – Lambia (Also: Ado’s version of Unravel 😩👌)
DIANA: Hell’s Comin’ With Me – (the Chloe Breez cover in particular)
LANCE: Blood Upon The Snow – Hozier (Most of his playlist is the kind of metal and high energy tunes you might expect for him, so this one's a fun outlier :3c )
BANDY: HARLEQUIN! – Vana
DOCK: Eye For An Eye – 8 Graves
#daily dork#heartless#abd illustrates#playlists#music#also: always v much open to suggestions if y'all have any tunes you associate with any of the Heartless crew! (^^)/#it was so hard to pick just one track apiece here omg sgfkhsfd#but these all inspire some fun mental images for me so hopefully they're a fun listen! (^^)/#fun fact my other pick for Bandy would've been that work song from Trolls 3#also I mention that particular cover of Still Here 'cause it's the closest a voice has sounded to how I imagine Doppel's voice#like its not exact but there's somethin about the tone and mix of softer moments along with the teeeeny amount of grit at the beltier parts#feels like it's D+G's range so it's nice to listen to when I'm trying to brainstorm anything about them
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